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A wannabe poet/romantic When I love...I love hard

“PAISLEY” September 29, 2017

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2017 {#19} “She Is Done” © May 25, 2017

 

She is done

Knocking on deaths door

Nobody understands

That the world is just noise

She personally doesn’t like it here anymore

Nothing to look forward to

Which means

Nothing to live for

They told her to change

That it’s up to her to make things better

Why?

For years

She has been living beyond her means

Just trying to keep up and impress them

All for the sake of love?

Guess what?

It didn’t work

To everyone concerned

She is nothing

Now in debt over her head

She is poorer than ever before

In both mind and spirit 

But most of all…

Financially

He has now broken her for her last time

She is done


-vicki-

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2017 {#18} “Impending” © May 19, 2017

 

58 years of this

And what does she have in her life

To look forward to?

Absolutely nothing, but…

Impending doom

Day in

Day out

Fa la la

“What do you have to be depressed about?”

He asked

Did he hear her reply?

No

He hears not a single word of what she had said

Silence kills

Her words had fallen upon deaf ears

Fa la la

He doesn’t really care about her

Or her miserable life of…

Impending doom

Now, that it’s too late

He’ll read about it on Facebook

And out of that 

He’ll get a damn good laugh


-vicki-

Photo by me…fifi




2017 {#17} “Drug Of Choice” © May 13, 2017

 

You are my only

Drug of choice 

Taking me to euphoric highs

That one as simple as I

Have never experienced before

And like all narcotic drugs

Those binding opioid receptors

They have side effects

How long will it take

For those withdrawals to subside?

The only thing i do know 

Is that I will crash and burn for a few days 

But,  so worth the wonderful high of “YOU”

The moment of total peace 

Was when I laid my head against your chest

Just listening to your heart

~beating~

For so long

I had wanted to ask 

But I was afraid 

What the heck

This time I asked

And you said it was alright

Freak that I am

I can still hear your heart

~beating~

Music within your chest that makes me so very happy

And then

You took me so far beyond that point

Euphoric highs of ecstasy 

But now as for the future

Finding that next big fix

It might not ever happen again 

As you are my only

Drug of choice


~vicki~

Photo by me…FIFI