{#155} “Beshrewed” © December 22, 2015

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Since the day she was born
Everything she did
Everything she said
Was wrong 
Deciphering life was too complicated 
Unscrambling the mess created in her mind
A database of lies
Encrypted at birth
God’s will
Nobody wanted her
Not her mother
Not her father
Not the false lovers though past decades 
Cursed
A mental lifelong scourging 
With no reasons to sustain life
I will write in defense of myself
Can you give me one inspirational effect
Maybe a purpose to live
There is no one to speak up on behalf of me
Every choice that I made
Turned into a failure 
The bright eyed innocence 
Spoiled at such a young age
Trapped
Now aging within myself
What is this anyway?
Life?
I think not
I am
Beshrewed 

-vicki-

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