{#151} “Temporary, False, Nothing” © December 16, 2015

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I am temporary 
I am false
I am nothing
I have nothing to offer this world
Nothing to better mankind
2 years ago
I had nothing
Today
It is still all the same
Nothing
And as hard as I try
It never changes
I am tired of working
The same thankless job
Financially vulnerable 
Thank YOU very much for reminding me
My own mental bullshit
That I brought on myself
2 years ago
I should have just died
But he brought me temporary happiness 
Which now only lives in my mind
It is absolutely no different today
As it was then
Nobody would miss me
I don’t matter to anyone
Not even myself
And that alone
Can only mean one thing
I am temporary 
I am false
I am nothing

-vicki-

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