{#89} “Mental Demons” © August 25, 2015

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I need this chapter to close
Leave me alone
They came back
My mental demons 
For a few years now
I really have enjoyed their company 
But enough is enough
They had left me alone for a long time
Why did they come back?
This time is so different
All the mind games
They have got to stop
I was strong
I could handle it
Thought forever
That I could play along
What was I thinking?
Mental demons 
Just leave me alone
They make me believe in things
Like happiness 
For me?
Somewhere out there?
There might be a little happiness?
No
They are so wrong
Like a slug
After salt has been sprinkled on it’s back
A festering reality
I don’t need to see colors
Black and white suits me well
Preferably black
I really need this chapter to close
To end
My mental demons must go away
I can not live like this
They have me at my weakest point
Bound and gaged
Can I free myself this time?
I don’t think so
My mental demons 
They won

-vicki-

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“I don’t need to see colors.
Black and white suits me well.
Preferably black.”

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