{#52} “An Open Letter To God” April 23, 2015 ©

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Dear God
What the Hell were you thinking?
You brought this person
Into my life
With no intentions
Of my future in mind?
You let me feel total euphoria
For a wonderful few hours
Never to let it go
Any farther than that?
Hello
God
Please
Give me some sort of sign
As to what I am suppose to do
With my life now
Vapidness
Has taken a stronghold on me
I had felt so much joy
Only now
To be scraping my ass
Off of the flipping pavement again
You
The Almighty
Should know
That I am not that strong
Now
Is the time to be wishing
That I had more willpower
Against my own heart
But
Dear God
What the Hell were you thinking?
I am just being honest with you God
Talking to you
Like my best friend
I just don’t understand
How or why
You would want me to feel like this
Hurting
It is a pain inside of me
You are a loving God?
I have so many questions to ask you
But again
This is my pending issue
I don’t want
To be in love with this person
I DO NOT
You
Brought this person Into my life
Please
Just make it all go away
Not totally
As I would miss this person
So very much
Just find something
Or even someone
To fill this emptiness that I feel
I was so full of joy
Completely filled
By just those few hours together
Now
I am a little lost
Dear God
Why?

-vicki-

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